For the past few days I've been feeling awful about myself because of this whole high school ordeal. It's like I feel as if I'm not good enough or that this other person is better than me. But like someone said there is really no difference between the both of us, so why do I feel like I'm going to get rejected?
What really bothers me the most is that I study and I work hard and this person cheats and slides by and they get chosen. I know its not official or anything but still. If she gets in and I don't I'll be happy for her, but I'll still feel jealous and think that I did something wrong. I know that the two people reading my blog will most likely get what I'm talking about, but just please don't say anything. I usually don't write stuff like this where I express my feeling in that exact moment but I guess sometimes feelings and words just need to come out. I'm not exactly sure if everyone feels this way, but when I write something or speak to someone about my problems or feelings it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I guess that whatever happens is for the best.
Good morning people and Goodnight.
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